Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Mephistopheles is just beneath - 03 Jan 2008 - 7 views

Current mood:handsome

I fully intended to write about my adventures in the Metropolis of America today, but I just now finished cleaning my apartment, and I know it'll take me a good two hours to write it out - so tomorrow then.

The current Biblioalbum

The Letters of JRR Tolkien by JRR Tolkien
Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky
Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahanda Yogananda
The Loom of Language by Frederick Boomer
Ancient Pagan and Christian Symbolism by Thomas Inman MD
Arguing the Just War in Islam by John Kelsay

Has the lights gone out for you?
Because the light's gone out for me.

I'm fucked - 27 Dec 2007 - 7 views

Current mood:weird

...Here's the charts I made. "Minimum" represents the realistic minimum I could possibly live (how I am currently living – it does not include things like health care, vacation, internet, etc.). "Maximum" is supposed to represent the maximum of how I'd like to live, but really it's far more realistic and not really a maximum at all. I did some research and came up with pre-tax salaries for the various occupations – and I think for the most part they're pretty realistic. I also adjusted loans based on occupation type (for example: if I receive funding then current debt stays constant (125,000), but if not then it increases (185,000)). My costs of living in Britain are rather approximate, but I think not at all inaccurate. Furthermore, all data assumes that my status is static and that I have no dependants. After taxes (assumed to be 35%) the only values that were positive (in red) were Funds-US Minimum (although barely) and both Physician Minimum and Maximum. If Maximum is the realistic criterion then the only solution (other than occupation switch – which is another can of worms altogether – in that I am only qualified for academic work, and the values I used for Assistant Professor salaries was generic to the field and not subject specific) then it looks like Medical School (even though it is another 125,000 – and assuming I can even get in) is the only real option....

There Will Be Blood - 18 Dec 2007 - 5 views

Current mood:devious
Something interesting caught my eye in the half second of credits I saw during the trailer for the upcoming film There Will Be Blood. Maybe you see it too; maybe you do not...







Deus Sol Invinctus - 17 Dec 2007 - 3 views

Current mood:silly
I thought this was clever so I'm posting it on here. Backgroud: my brother has to work on the 26th, which means he would have to take the train from my parents house back to his apartment on the 25th! So he wants to celebrate Christmas on the 24th and asked my family for their opinion. Here was my response:

"This year, 22 Dec.marks the death of the sun and its rebirth is on the 25th. However, I am not a follower of Horus-Dionysus, but rather of Sol, and so, for me, the main concern is Fimbulwinter and the bite of the Wolf. Also, since the beginning of the days of the Ram the stars shifted and it is difficult to align the Dog, the two Centaurs, amongst others. Therefore, I am more than happy to recognise the assent of Mithra, or Shabe Yalde, on the 24th."

Lots of respect to anyone who gets even half of those references! Cheers

Delenda est Carthago - 17 Dec 2007 - 1 view

Current mood:impervious
From The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien letter 77, 31 July 1944
"… I should have hated the Roman Empire in its day (as I do), and remained a patriotic Roman citizen, while preferring a free Gaul and seeing good in Carthaginians. Delenda est Carthago… I was actually taught at school that that was a fine saying… There lies still some hope that… propaganda defeats itself, and even produces the opposite effect."

lying in a coffin - 14 Dec 2007 - 0 views

Current mood:tired
I'm done with the semester finally - almost. I still have to finish grading papers (only 6 more though). Annihilated Endocrinology and hopefully Biostats. Now I can sleep for the next month!

So I was asked to sign a petition to get Mike Huckabee on the ballot... - 07 Dec 2007 - 5 views

Current mood:working
Mike Huckabee supporters were soliciting signatures outside my office today. When asked for mine I replied, "No. I support Ron Paul."
"But Mike Huckabee is a Republican too."
"I'm not a Republican."
I dislike Huchabee. I feel he is a politics as usual politician and represents the worst of the Republican party (with the exception of the Neo-Conservative movement which admittedly is much worse), who if given the chance would eliminate separation of church and state, heap heavy doses of Christianity upon the populace and government, while simultaneously stripping us of our civil liberties. This was the real reason I refused to sign the petition.
I do feel mildly guilty for not signing it though. The reason is that I believe in free fare open electoral competition. I may dislike Huckabee, but that still does not mean he should not be able to run for office, and he certainly does deserve a fair chance. By refusing to sign I hinder that fair chance and swing the vote in the favour of my candidate or another candidate – which I do not have the right to do (my vote cannot have more value than another citizen's vote). So in complete fairness, and mathematical randomness, I should be ballot agnostic and sign all petitions that come my way.
But I know that I will not. Perhaps I lack the fortitude, or perhaps I am too jaded by inept government and culture in America to bother. But I do know this, the next election is important – the mishaps to the last 8 years are permanent, the US will never again be the dominant social force that it once was. And while I am consistent in my insistence that the executive branch needs to be greatly weakened in favour of the legislative branch I know that this is unrealistic and is an inherent flaw in the design of government. Because of this, it is important that we choose a leader who will maintain the obligations of the social contract to the people, and not try to guide them to a vision of the nation that represents ideological fitness.
Kennedy's statement, "…ask not what your country can do for you -- ask what can you do for your country" affirms the trend that the nation is more important than the people who comprise it; a trend that has reached a climax with the current administration. But this is not true – the people are always more important than the idea, and for this reason it is imperative that we elect a chief executive who will recognise this and support us, the living entities, over the abstract fiction that is the nation.

Of living amongst ladybugs and Rockband - 03 Dec 2007 - 1 view

Current mood:rockin
Lady Bugs
My apartment is infested with ladybugs – dozens and dozens of them. In my bathroom one lives above my mirror and greets me as I brush my teeth in the morning and at night. I do not consider them a nuisance. Not until, anyway, they start to become hundreds and hundreds. I think my plants – specifically my carnivorous plants – are luring them. Aphids are also being called by my plants. There was a nice colony of them growing on the stalk of a jade plant I have been growing from a seedling, and atop other plants, but I hand picked them all off and then in the following few days 'euthanised' the stragglers. Now they are all gone and my plants are happy again.
Rockband
... is easily one of the greatest videogames ever made. It is far better than Guitar Hero ever was – the song list is better, the play mechanic is better, the sound is better, the graphics are better, the controllers are better… My particular 'beef' with Guitar Hero is that the song selection in the new game is atrocious. It's all Heavy Metal and Alt Rock – neither of which I'm particularly fond of. There's no diversity in it. The play-list in Rockband is so much more diverse. In an ideal world I would be able to play nothing but psychedelic classic rock and prog rock (if only I could play Paranoid Android over and over!), but I understand the need for pop show stealers to make it more assessable (Hole's Make Me Over albeit a heinous piece of music is particularly fun to play).
Bands I would like to see in the next iteration are Dave Matthews Band, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin (which will never happen – I head Robert Plant say LZ does not licence songs), Radiohead songs that don't suck (look I understand Pyramid Song, Idiotheque, etc. probably wouldn't work in the games format – but good artistic Radiohead songs like Knives Out, everything off OK Computer, Where I End and You Begin, 2 + 2 = 5, and a lot more could easily fit)… lets see… and Elephant Minor, Fugazi, Phish, The Beatles, Sonic Youth, Portishead, Steve Miller Band… I'm sure I could go on and on. Oh and I would like to see them branch out into non Rock genres like R&B and Funk.
So far I have mainly only used the guitar, but I have played the drums and used the microphone too. The microphone is brilliant and easily could be used by itself for karaoke purposes (coincidentally I am thinking about getting SingStar). I only have few problems with the game: the 'pause' button too close to the strum button and so I accidentally press it too often and the strum button is a little too tight. I also wish you could divide the guitar parts up into Lead and Rhythm so that in multiplayer you could have more people play, and that it was easier to sing and play guitar at the same time. Overall though it is still a solid A+ game and I highly recommend it to anyone who enjoys the 'musical' experience – but may not have the time or talent.
PS
I just finished The Agricola and The Germania by Tacitus (I'll write more about this later), am about a third of the way through Lolita by Nabokov and am about 50 pages deep into The Letters of JRR Tolkien. All of them are particularly interesting and I reccommend all of them.
Cheers

a string of mishaps - 28 Nov 2007 - 2 views

Current mood:tired
What an amazingly frustrating and tiring and infuriating day! On a side note before I begin for some reason I have a tendency to want to spell amazingly 'amasingly' – why I do not know. So here is what happened:

1.
Statistics homework needs to be redone. To call this class bothersome would be to pay it a complement. I have not had a class as inane as since… well I had better not go there quite yet. It is a terrible class and is taught terribly as well. For one thing the professor who teaches it does not do the grading, but rather assigns his teaching assistants to do so. Unfortunately their grading is not at all consistent, and I am unluckily stuck with the grader who somehow consistently gives lower marks than the other graders (I guess it really is consistent). On one homework assignment she took off points because I said that the data was "skewed" as opposed to "not normally distributed" (because she is unable to make the mental connection). But in the homework I got back this morning she took off because I did not say the data was "skewed"! She also took off because I wrote the clause "… p-value = less than 0.0004." She wrote on the side, "I read this as p-value -- 0.0004, not as p-value < 0.0004." I will admit that my construction of the clause is sloppy, but in my defence that was how the teacher himself wrote it (I just copied it out of his notes)! Secondly, and infinitely more important is that she is not correct grammatically! When I rewrote the assignment (we can redo homework for new marks) I wrote her a nice argument on how, due to the construction of the clause, her interpretation could not be correct logically (I would reproduce it here but I do not have the paper on me… I'll edit it back in here later when I have it).
2.
I get a nice letter from my father with 'helpful advice' on what I should do with my life. I will let you the reader in on a little secret… I am massively in debt due to loans from my stint in medical school. I will eschew most of the details of the letter. Except… "Consider going back to medical school. Not to harp on a dead horse, but doctors DO make the kind of money to repay your loans AND there are programs to repay loans when you become a doctor that are NOT there for most other fields unless you join the military, which I do not recommend."

Now unless you are on my friends list I am sure you are unfamiliar with my life so let me you give a short synopsis of the last 5 years. My initial goal after graduating with a Biology degree was to go to medical school. Unfortunately due to reasons I am still not sure of (my GPA and MCAT scores were fine) I did not get into medical school in my first attempt. So I used what little money I had from working and went back to school for a summer and a semester. I took a couple of history classes and ecological biology classes. I loved them. I was inspired to study again. I knew where I needed to be in life – academics. My history teacher tried rather strongly to get me to go to China for a semester and then come back and go to graduate school for Chinese/Japanese history. My ecology classes too were sublime – one class in particular (in a class of over 100 students) always turned into a conversation between the professor, two other students and myself. The heaviest decision now was, "history or biology?"

But my parents still hoped that I would go to medical school though (I did not have this hope), and very early on (during the summer) offered to pay for all of my applications (which cost me over $2000 in the first round and took me 5 months to pay off). They also encouraged me to apply to a Caribbean medical school (St. George's University) because they had a very good reputation and because they allow you start mid year (as in you can start in January as opposed to having to wait until September). Fine. It was their money; I will humour them. In late November, after a rather comical week of breaking up with my then girl-friend and having my mobile phone drown, I found out that I had been accepted to SGU. My parents were ecstatic.

I went and talked to my advisor (who also happened to be the professor of my 'conversational' class). "Total tuition comes out to $250,000 for the degree," I said. "It's not worth it," he replied, "every time students come to me about this I tell them it's not worth it. It's not worth the debt. Besides in the conversations I've had with you I get the feeling you'd prefer academics. Doesn't the life of a college professor sound great to you ["it really really does," I thought]. You get to be around students, make your own hours and you get off in the summers. Unless you really love medicine ["it's just interesting"], and you have to really love it ["I don't"] you won't survive. I really get the impression you'd rather be here…"

I talked to my Dad, "Don't listen to him! He's not looking out for you he's looking out for the university. Of course he doesn't want you to go to medical school. It's in his interest for you to stay there!"

In the end I fell to rather overwhelming peer-pressure and the adoration of my family, and against what I knew to be my better judgement did not listen to my professor. A month and a half later I stepped off a tiny aircraft onto the tarmac and into the thick humidity of a pitch back night. The very first thought that popped into my head was, "what the hell have I gotten myself into." The words of my professor haunted my for the next 2 years.

I hated medical school. My list of grievances are as follows: there was nothing intellectual about it, there was no critical thinking, only rote memorisation; we were discouraged from engaging professors in conversation in class (to this day I still find this bizarre); professors were condescending and treated students as inferiors and not as future colleagues; the vast majority of students were mindless, bratty, rich kids who lacked even a shred individuality, creativity or the ability to see past their own existence and had the maturity of high school freshmen. I was amazed the entire time that I was there that these students have this awesome chance to experience a beautiful unique culture in a wonderfully mirthful setting but none of them, neither student nor professor, were grateful for it. All I ever heard was bitching and condescension.

Not that I did not do my share – it is difficult to live in a place where you are confined to a radius of only 2 miles, the weather never changes, and you eat the same thing and see all the same people for 4 straight months – but I was never hateful about it. And not that I did not meet some absolutely wonderful people either – my 'roommates' and associates and especially Lyra (that is not her real name, but rather an allusion to the Lyra from His Dark Materials by Phillip Pullman – because I swear Pullman based the character in both personality and looks on my friend at age 10).

I should rephrase, medical school was a complicated entanglement of hate/love where I felt as though my brain was in a glass jar trying to break free, but I was unable to crack it open because of not wishing to disappoint my family, overwhelming debt, unwavering loyalty to my friends, and a stubborn desire to not quit what I has started. I went through a perilous year and a half like this, unable to get out of the spin and unable to forget the words of my professor. Well the jar cracked on its own – and with a month left in my 4th term enough was enough and I decided it was time to leave. I was happy it was all over. The only person who thought I was doing the right thing was Lyra. My memory of the event is perfectly clear; she smiled wide causing a whimsical crease in her upper lip, clapped her hands, quickly put them to her lips and then gave me a hug saying, "I can't believe you actually did it! I'm so happy for you!". I have never felt closer to a human being than at that moment.

After that I came back to the States and started graduate school for Biology (should I have gone into History? Maybe – but that's a different topic, and anyway it was the only option open to me at the time) which I love. Graduate school is the most wonderful intellectual experience I have ever had. I have small classes, professors who are congenial, and I am allowed to think and go in any direction I want. I get to teach! (which is the most fun thing I have ever done). And the coup de gras is that I am encouraged to ask questions and make comments in class!

I cannot erase the past – I racked up more than quite a bit of debt from medical school, and I know it is going to be very difficult to get rid of it. And I know it limits my options. But it infuriates me when my father brings up this dead conversation. He knows what I went through. He knows where I am at at life now. Suggesting that I go back is not constructive. I am in massive debt because it. It is painfully obviously that my brain was constructed to be a doctor of philosophy not one of medicine. He needs to drop the line of argument.

3.
I do crap on my Stats midterm. You know, the class from above, the only bad class I have had in graduate school; that one. Fortunately it is not really that big of a deal – it is not really worth that much in calculating the final grade. But there are notes on it from my professor (I do not know why he graded it) saying that he is confused to why I am writing my answers the way I am (I am confused too! But it is because the course syllabus is awkward and difficult to untangle and because I am made dumbfounded by the Zen paradox that is the homework correcting which serves as my template made by the TA assigned to me).

4.
I get a really confusing letter from my credit card company about a fraudulent charges claim I made a while back (some how someone, I do not even know, was able to purchase a aeroplane ticket with my credit card number, even though he had neither the correct name nor actual card). I will have to deal with this tomorrow

Politics! Come inside for controversy and intrigue! - 16 Nov 2007 - 5 views

Current mood:indescribable

You can take this quiz over on the USA Today's website (yes that's a hyperlink). It gives you a series of questions and compares your answers to those of the presidential candidates to show you who are most inline with. Below are my answers and justifications. After taking the quiz (and scaling the issues for importance which you can do at the end) my top candidates came out (not at all surprisingly) to be 1. Dennis Kucinich, 2. Mike Gravel, and 3. Ron Paul. Cheers

Question 1: Should the United States have invaded Iraq and deposed Saddam Hussain
My answer: No, the US never should have gone in.
Why: I favour isolationist tendencies and am particularly opposed to offensive war – especially if I feel the war is unjust, and the Iraq was is as unjust as it gets.

Question 2: What should happen to the US troop levels in Iraq?
My answer: Withdraw most US troops as rapidly as possible, beginning immediately.
Why: My real answer is more extreme – I want to see all foreign troops withdrawn completely and immediately. I want no foreign troops left in the region and want to see no permanent bases left there. I believe that the war is both illegal and immoral. I also believe that US militarism and neo-colonial attitudes are the reason that the rest of the world is so hostile to theUS. If the US genuinely wanted peaceful relations with the Middle Eastthen they'd leave the region alone – the Middle East doesn't hate the West because it's Western, but because Western nations try to force their values upon Middle Eastern nations. I find this topic fascinating , if you're interested read Clash of Civilisations and the Remaking of World Order by Samuel Huntington – he predicts everything going on in the world now back in the mid 1990s.

Question 3: Should the US government continue to fund the Iraq war?
My answer: No, because the US presence in Iraq is encouraging terrorists.
Why: Again, my real answer is a bit more extreme – because I feel that the war is both illegal (because it does not represent the will of the people and was originally justified on information that was both incorrect and intentionally misleading) and unjust/immoral. Although I do completely agree that it encourages terrorists.

Question 4: What should the federal government's emphasis be in dealing with illegal immigration?
My Answer: Establish a new programme for temporary migrant workers, also known as guest workers.
Why: This is a bit more convoluted… I'm an amateur historian – I actually enjoy reading history books. Because of this, events that have happened in the past often have a big influence on my beliefs of the present. Therefore, the reason I have very open policies towards immigration (especially towards Mexican and South American immigration) is because in the historical context I think it helps rectify the misdeeds of the US (and for that matter the Spanish and Portuguese) in reference to these regions (eg: The Monroe Doctrine, Manifest Destiny, genocide of Native Americans, stealing Texas, California etc. from Mexico, etc. etc.)

Question 5: What should happen to the illegal immigrants already in theUS?
My answer: Allow illegal immigrants to stay in the US and provide a path to citizenship that includes paying fines, learning English and meeting other conditions.
Why: See above. Some people seem to think it's week, but I've always thought the, "I'm not a Native American. Are you?" argument for open immigration policies was compelling. I should note though that I don't completely agree with the answer in the quiz; I don't think they should pay fines.

Question 6: What's the best way the federal government can get more people covered by health insurance?
My answer: By establishing a national health insurance programme.
Why: The US is the ONLY first world nation that doesn't have some form of socialised healthcare. Part of my desire to move to Europe, I'll admit, is because of this issue. The US already spends twice as much per capita as either Canada Britain on heath care. It certainly could afford it. Furthermore, the arguments about how socialised heath care systems are busted (especially in reference to Canada) is silly (and I've only every heard Americans use them – every Canadian I've ever met loves their health care system); statistics don't lie – life expectancies, susceptibility to disease etc. are all worse in the US. The US desperately needs national socialised health care that focuses on preventative medicine. The reason the US doesn't have it is because of deliberate stubbornness and antagonism (see the metric system) and greed on the part of politicians and big business (because a socialised system, if done properly, would necessarily require the dismantling of health insurance companies). Unfortunately, the prognosis is grim and I don't think socialised healthcare will ever come to the US. or

Question 7: What should be the federal government's priority in reducing health care costs?
My answer: Move to a single-payer, government-backed insurance system.
Why: See above. Also I think the "capitilisation" of healthcare argument is a joke, intended to maintain the profitability of the insurance and pharmaceutical industries, and not based on empirical evidence. I feel that the point of government is to maintain and provide social stability (only), and health is certainly an issue of social stability.

Question 8: What should the government do about same-sex couples that want to get married?
My answer: It should be allowed and treated the same as marriage between a man and a woman.
Why: This question is fun! So my argument is this. Fact – according to the social contract that binds all US citizens there is separation of church and state. This means both freedom of religion and freedom from religion. Therefore, religion, under no circumstances may enter statuary deliberation and religious arguments are moot. To me, the concept of "marriage" is religious. Since religions are under no obligation provide equal rights to its adherents they are certainly free to define marriage as "Man + Woman". But because marriage is religious I oppose it as a legal classification. Therefore, I oppose both heterosexual marriage and homosexual marriage in a legal context. However, I understand the need of a marriage-like concept of legal classification – certainly there are issues of children, money, property, etc. But both heterosexual and homosexuals face these issues and need clarification upon them, so I favour the concept of "Cohabitational Contracts" (I made this word up!). Since it's void of any religious undertones there are no reasons to make divisions and definitions specific of gender (or number too for that matter). … That being said… I understand that my argument is purely academic, semantic, not at all pragmatic, and would never happen… so being in favour of gay marriage is the second best thing.

Question 9: What would be the best way to improve the federal income tax system?
My answer: Scrap the entire system and start over.
Why: I'll admit – this topic is the one I'm far and away the least knowledgeable of. Viva la Revolucion? Not exactly, but I've certainly got sympathies for it. I wish I could specify that I don't want my taxes going to military spending, but citizens ear-marking their own taxes is unrealistic. My feelings towards taxation are this – rich people should pay a whole lot more, poor people should pay a whole lot less. Therefore, I'd oppose any regressive tax.

Question 10: What would be the best way for the federal government to deal with global warming?
My answer: set mandatory caps on carbon emissions.
Why: I should note that I also agree with the answers, "Create a "cap-and-trade" system…", "Set a tax on fuels based on the amount of carbon emissions…", and "Invest in alternative energy sources." The environment is a big deal – and frankly if you decide to have children you have a moral and biological obligation to ensure that it doesn't turn into a piece of shit. Also have you ever heard of the Holocene extinction? No! Go back and read that link. I like the Kyoto treaty, and believe that this is one of those instances where the Free Market could actually work to make a positive change. Of course there also needs to be caps, regulations, harsh penalties, social change and alternate fuels (actually there already are, LED and solar technology has come very far, but because the patents are owned by Japanese companies and not GE the US government acts as though they don't exist), so "persuade" companies to compete, but I'd definitely like to see them compete over being environmentally friendly.

Question 11: In terms of experience, which of the following matters most to you in a presidential candidate?
My answer: Has served as governor or mayor.
Why: I actually don't care about experience one way or they other. As long as they're sincere, honest, not compelled by special interest groups, progressive, have no agenda, not an ideologue, and seem to care I think they're qualified. This is why I like Ron Paul so much – not because I agree with what he says, but because fits those qualities; a candidate's character can certainly overstep ideology. I chose governor/mayor for no other reason than because I like Bill Clinton.

Letter to my sister - 12 Nove 2007 - 5 views

Current mood:accomplished

This is a letter I wrote to my sister, who is living for a year in Ecuador. The subject is my first three days in Sicily from over the summer. Cheers

Marie,

Sorry it's taken me so long to send an email to you. I've been really busy and haven't had time to sit down and write a proper email. So lets see, where to start…

Sicily – "Bomb" is the 'official' designation, but more than once I was like, "… what the hell is going on here?" Have you heard the entire story? Mental. Firstly, no problems leaving Newport News, no traffic, no delays, no problems getting to Rome. But inRome… first they bumped us, putting us on permanent stand-by, because we were there only 15 minutes early and not 45. I should note though that we did try to confirm the flight earlier that day, but they don't take confirmations. Later we found out that they were overbooking all flights to Catania by 8 seats. What made things worse was that they had no sympathy for us and seemed to suggest that is was out fault that we missed the flight; they all out refused to comp us any food nor hotel nor would they confirm us for any flight. We were there – hovering on insanity for 12 hours. Finally, we got on a flight. However I should note that they didn't want to give us the tickets and made a big deal about us making sure we were the last people to board (we weren't though – we were the first). To add injury to insult when we arrived in Catania there were no bags – not a single one. In fact, we wouldn't even get out bags for another 4 days (luckily I had an extra couple pair of boxers and t-shirts). Dinner in Catania may have been the best food I had the entire time I was there – I had grilled fish and squash noodles.

The next day, Dad and I had a wild adventure, compounding to the wild adventure we were already on. We went back the airport to pick up our car. Unfortunately, there was no car – they had already rented it. We were stuck and we had to have a car (you can't get around in Sicily without one). So to think about what to do we went back to Catania to find everyone. Oddly enough we found them after only a block of walking (it was the only luck we would have that day). We all walked around for a bit – went to a fish market, looked at some statues with no heads – when we decided that we had to go demand a car. The plan was for Dad and I to go get the car and everyone else to take a bus to Taormina (which is pronounced "tower meena" and not "terra meena"!!!) Well we were walking around when I found a sign that said "Auto Rental Train Station" so we went over there Dad looked for 1 minute and decided that there was nothing there. I said, "we haven't even looked around." So I went on my own way… a minute later I found the car rental place. We now had a car, but unfortunately the rest were on there way in a bus so we would have to somehow find them. We drove to Taormina, and not to 'Terramina' which doesn't exist. I have to say it was a nice drive and very refreshing. Finally we get there and meet up with Professore who showed us to the apartment at the very top of the mountain in a town called Castelmola (and not "castle loma").

I should explain the geography of Taormina/Castelmola. Castelmola is a Norman castle converted into a couple of restaurants and apartments at the top of a very steep and tortuous mountain withTaormina being a beach town at the bottom. Driving was a bit scary – but not once you got used to it. Honestly I really liked driving inSicily – there was something organic and synergistic about it. You may be swerving, driving in other lanes, on sidewalks – narrowly missing pedestrians and other cars – but you pay attention the whole time and all the other cars and pedestrians are very reactive and almost polite.

Back to the adventure. So Dad and I go down from out apartment to Taormina proper, which is really one really long boulevard with tons of shops and restaurants. Very cool though – something out of a videogame. And tried to find everyone. We went to the bus stop but they weren't there. So we walked around the city some more – got dinner. Then we went back to the bus stop again… but still they weren't there. I decided to stay and wait around whilst Dad drove back to Catania to pick up Betty Jean and them. I ended up waiting 6 hours and never saw anyone… Dad was supposed to be back at 11, but wasn't. At 11:30 I decide to walk alllllllll the way up the mountain to the apartment (I had a key to it). It was pitch black – I was in a country, noted for violence, where I didn't speak a word of the language – I was walking up a mountain filled with cliffs below – I never felt like I was doing something more dangerous in my life. I got to what I would later find out was the very end – only to hear dogs barking and turn back. It took me 45 minutes to walk up, but only 30 to walk down.

I got back to the bus stop – blackened feet and extremely tired. It was after midnight. I was in a bus stop – knew no one, knew where no one was – was at a complete loss. I decided to wait for one more hour and then go get a hotel. I should also mention that I was carrying 2400 euro in cash. At the end of the hour I got up and walkout out to go find a hotel. I walked down the street, but the only thing I could find was 4 star hotels and I wasn't interested in paying 400 euro for one night. I was exacerbated. I decided to comb the bus stop one more time, and then screw it, I was going to just go get the room. As I was making my final sweep, about to step out of the exit I hear, "Hey Paul!" and saw, Dad, as weary as I standing 20 feet away. I never appreciated hugging the man more in my life. He had just arrived and had seen Betty Jean and Jerry and Melinda, Jason and Brian not 10 minutes earlier – Melinda and co. were at a bar inTaormina. So we walked around and finally found them, had a couple of beers, and then began the last leg of our adventure.

The others had a hotel in Taormina. But Dad and I had our apartment up the hill. But again it was dark and we weren't really sure how to get there. So we went the way we though we were supposed go –but we couldn't find it. Oh yeah and I forgot to mention that we still hadn't heard from nor seen Mom and them – we had no idea where they were. Really what we were supposed to do was take the right of a forked dirt road, not left – how obvious! I wanted to drive until we found the place – Dad wanted to pull over to the side of the road and sleep. We compromised – drove a bit further up the mountain – but stopped when we found out that it was definitely the wrong way (it was actually Castelmola proper where we ended up – but we didn't know that at the time) and stopped and slept in a parking lot.

7am – the sun is up and I'm ready to drive and find the place. The logical thing to do is go back to where we thought the place was and take the right lane (this is where the dogs were earlier and why I didn't walk that way to begin with)… Found the apartment on the first try. When we got there Mom opened the door – I stumbled into my bed and slept until 6pm. And so ended the first 3 days inSicily.

Bibliotheque - 11 Nov 2007 - 1 view

Current mood:flirty

I've always liked this word and all its other language varients. Anyway it has nothing to do with this post - well maybe indirectly anyway. These are the next 4 books I'm going to read:

1. The Prose Edda by Snorri Sturluson - it's a survey of Norse religion right as it was being replaced by Christianity.

2. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov - I've always wondered, is it pronounced NAH'bokov or NaBAH'kov; I've heard both. I personally use the former.

3. The Germania (or in Latin: De Origine et situ Germanorum) by Tacitus. It was written in the first century and I believe is the first "history book" concerning Germanic peoples.

4. The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien by J.R.R. Tolkien - I can't believe that I've never gotten around to reading this before. Anyway, the version I bought is a UK 1st, booyah!

If anyone has any recommendations I'd love to hear them. I'm on a Nordic culture kick right now - but after I finish these I think I'll probably go back to reading about English history. Actually I'd love to read some books on Viking invasions or on WW2 from the perspective of Britain and/or France.

cheers

University in Britain - 06 Nove 2007 - 2 views

So I have a mental puzzle that I've been trying to figure out for some time. So the thing is I really really want to go to postgraduate school in Britain. Why? Why else – culture, history, beer, women and socialised health-care. This has been one of my long-term goals for quite a while now – but I've never been able to figure out how exactly I should go about doing it. "Use the internet," Everyone tells me – but the thing is I'm really terrible with using the internet. See I'm rather "old-fashioned" in a lot of ways – meaning when it comes to learning I'm absolutely archaic – I like to get information from books and I prefer personal correspondence to obtain information. In an ideal scenario I would just call someone and say, "Hello my name is so and so and these are my qualifications and this is what I'm interested in doing. Could you please give me information on how I may go about doing this." But in the internet age – everything is a bloody FAQ or message board or an endless string of Google searches. Like I said it's really that I'm just terrible at using the internet. And what makes it even more frustrating is that every time I do find some bit of information on "International Students" it's obviously intended for students who do not speak English instinctively. Of course I speak English! It's the only language I can use without first doing arduous mental translations (for the record I also know a bit of Mandarin and Latin). I'm frustrated.

So again, I really want to go to postgraduate school inBritain. I have Bachelor's degrees in Fine Arts and Biology. In May I'll graduate with a Master's degree in Biology. I have very good grades. I'm interested in doing either Law, History or staying in Biology (I'm actually thinking I'd like Environmental Law – and yes I'm quite aware that my academic interests seem flippant and all-over-the-place – but really I just like to learn about things). So if anyone actually reads this and knows anything at all – well I'd be mighty obliged.

Joseph Antonio Mijano - 29 October 2007 - 3 views

So when I was in Sicily this summer I discovered in one (of the four - in a town of no more than five-hundred people) churches in Forza D'Agro a plaque upon which was written the followig:

D.O.M.
U.J.DRI.D. Joseph Antonio Mijano
Nobili Genere in Urbe Sancta Luciae Nato
Ubi Pluries Laude Maxima Regia Duxit Officia
Hac Regali in Terra Fortiensi Uxorato Anno 1745
Vita Vero FVNCTOQ: Anno 1757, Aetatis suae trige
Simo Sexto. Non sine Lacrijmarum Effusione
Hoc Imonumentum sui posuere.
Nobilitas, Virtus, Species, Bona, Iura, et Honores
Ornarunt Ioseph. Marmora Dura Tegunt.
Omnia scit Catana, et Messana, simulque Panormus
Lucis in Urbe ortum, Fortia mortuum Habet.

In translation:

To the greatest and best God
U.J.DRI.D. [title unknown] Joseph Antonio Miano
A nobleman born in the city of Santa Lucia
Where he received much praise as a general in the service of the queen
Here this regal man on Fortian soil [ie in Forza D'Agro] wed in the year 1745
Life however [FVNCTOQ = unknown, about dying]: in the year 1757 when he was thirty six years old.
Not without the shedding of many tears this monumental man was laid to rest
Joseph will be adorned with Celebrity , Valour , Splendour , Blessings , Law , and Honour.
He will be covered with sturdy marble.
Known to all in Catania, Messina, and Palermo
The light born of the city, in death he has [the love of] Fortia D'Agro


Tranlator's notes:

This is the best translation I could do, not having had taken Latin in over 10 years now. There are quite a few grammar errors in here (not just in mine, but in the original Latin too). A few of things in the text I couldn't translate at all - which are noted. The slang name for the city is just Fortia (Latin form of Forza), and a "Fortian" is someone from that city - the literal meaning of "Fortiensi". Also I think the "city of Santa Lucia" is actually Syracuse (St. Lucia is both the patron saint of and is from Syracuse. Also "Urbe Sancta Luciae" literally means St. Lucia's city). But I have no idea who this 'queen' is (Regia = queen), and I think it's likely a mistake as Charles III of Spain was the ruler of the island at the time (he actually conquered it in 1734). Also his age when he died is a subtle guess as I couldn't properly translate "trige Simo Sexto", but 'trige' means thirty and 'sexto' probably means six (or sixth) and I have no idea what "Simo" means. Panormus is the Latin word for Palermo. Also "J" in Italian or Latin is pronounced like a Y (as in Yellow) not like an English J (as in Jello) - so "Joseph Mijano" is pronounced "Yoseph Miyano". Oh and for those of you who have no idea what this is about - this Joseph is a distant ancestor of mine.

Scotland and Orangutans - 27 Oct 2007 - 4 views

I was thinking about going to Scotland over Thanksgiving break so I went and looked around at prices from the various online ticket sites. All of them were over my budget of 500USD to Britain and back. All of them except AirGorilla who was advertising tickets from DC to Edinburgh for $350! Now that was a good deal - so I email my friend who is up there - make plans, etc. I'm excited! Britain yay! Then I go and click "purchase ticket" button... but to my dismay tax was $370! I'm heart broken - I didn't know that tax wasn't included in the original quote. Do the other sites not include tax (they do actually). In my ire I sent them a nasty latter (my problem was that the tax wasn't included in the initial quote which I thought was deceptive).

here's my email: (please note that I wasn't actually going to see 'family' I just stretched the truth (edit: lied) for emphasis.
I think it's entirely too deceptive that you don't include the cost of tax into your quoted prices (as the other on-line ticket places do). I looked up a flight on you site - thought it was an exceptional deal - compared it to the other sites - called family in Britain to check their schedules - and then proceeded to purchase the ticket from your site - only to discover that taxes were not included and that the price was in actuality an additional 350US. I went from being excited that I was getting a great deal on a plane ticket and would get to go see my family next month - to angry, realising that it was not at all a good deal (in fact with taxes it was more expensive than all the other on-line sites) and that I was not going to be able to make my trip. I think this business of not including tax on your quoted price is intentionally deceptive and dishonest, and because of it I seriously doubt that I will ever consider AirGorilla again when I need to purchase flight tickets.
Sincerely,
JPM

This was the reply I got back:

Hello

Once you select you're specific flights the taxes are calculated and provided for you on page two prior to you entering the passenger and billing info. Each flight has different taxes associates based on number of stops, routing, and federal guidelines. We are not deceptive in any way. This is why the first page clearly states US$ + taxes . We apologize that you chose not to choose your flights for the full total before alerting your family to your plans. Please understand that we do our best to provide the lowest available fare at the time of your query. The fares change several times daily and we have no control of those changes.

Thank you for your feedback,

final thoughts:

Whilst I'm still annoyed that I won't be able to go on my trip I think the PR answer is rather funny. While I do admit that the price on the page does say "US$ + taxes" the '+ taxes' part is small and to the scanning eye easily overlooked. They never really address why they don't include taxes with the price quote (the other sites like Expedia, Priceline, etc.do) - it can't be difficult to write a simple programme to compile the numbers (like they already do on 'page 2'), and also you can't ever get to page two without pressing the "Go" button - which is psychologically committing. My personal belief is that they do not include taxes on the initial quote because they know that people who are checking their prices are also checking on Expedia, Priceline, etc. and they want to 'appear' to be the most competitive.

Stealing from the Northern Men - 27 Oct 2007 - 1 view

Story Idea (stolen partially from the story of Ragnarok)

The world is exceedingly prosperous, but civilisation is on the decline and the people are under the yoke of increasingly powerful governments.

The sun (female) is destroyed/killed/[sacrificed(?)] and goes to the underworld

The [son of the chief deity(?)] must revive her by [travelling to the underworld(?)]

As a result of her death the world falls into darkness and there is pestilence, famine, and bloody war – social order collapses and there is neither friend nor foe.

The price of breaking taboo (bringing the sun from the dead) is the annihilation of the current world and the beginning of a new one (this is not a result of the bloody war – but rather one of it's outcomes).

While simultaneously waging war the current powers try to suppress the resurrection of the sun and maintain the current order.

This all occurs in a mythological past – but the results are still the same in the modern context of the story.

Annually females are sacrificed – and the world is riddled with war and terror and darkness – but in equilibrium

A particular female is killed and a particular male tries to bring her back from the dead

The fighting intensifies and sides are taken

The female is brought back to life and the sun renewed but at a great price – the earth is destroyed and reborn [the earth is 'reset'?] – very few survive, but life continues.

Grey Morality – I've tried to develop a quandary with two possible outcomes: 1. The being who are alive, many of whom are innocent of corruption, remain alive – but at the price that society remains stagnant and perilous, 2. Destroy everything and start over from scratch. The moral question I propose is which is better, or maybe, which is less worse?

In Rainbows - 13 October 2007 - 1 view

These's were my initial impressions after listening to the album for the first time:

4. It's Kid A if Kid A wasn't evil

2. is what The Eraser would have been had Johnny Greenwood been on it

3. It's a Punk album?

9. It's coloured pink and green

8. It's 2001 a Space Odyssey: The Musical

5. Very danceable and groovy

10. It's tropical and warm/cool and reminds me of Hawaii

1. is like an amalgam of OK Computer + Amnesiac + HTTT but completely different

7. Faust Arp is a cover of Strawberry Fields

6. They're no longer trapped in a computer, but stuck in a black hole.

And these were my impressions after I'd had time to digest it fully and listen to it in a variety of settings:

1. it's not dark at all... "In Rainbows" is very appropriate - it's not warm like, say house music is, but there's no demons attached to it. It's almost like the robot-aliens who replaced the band members after Pablo Honey finally learned how to be human.

2. No one instrument is more important than the other - it's aural democracy. All the instruments (including Thom's voice) work together organically and harmoniously. Speaking of Thom's voice I think as far as the "technical skill" of singing goes it's his best effort to date (although lyrically it's the worst since The Bends). If one other instrument really shines though it's Phil's drumming - awesome pocket drumming, really unexpected rhythms and beats and very clear.

3. The tempo is great - it's so upbeat - if they learned how to jam better it's going to make a superb concert.

4. It's a lot like The Eraser in that it gets better every time I listen to it. I'm hoping that once December rolls around and the other 8 songs come out that I'm so stuck on it that's it'll create an audio orgasm.